submissive?

I have been submissive most of my adult life (althought you would never know it) I have always held women on a pedistal much higher than most. Most women, upon finding this out. automatically put you in wimp category and write you off as a potential love interest. Im used to it. so I put on an act to make me look less wimpy (at least in that area) and secretly look for a woman that has certain "qualities", a dominant woman. Dominant women see my predicament as an opening to getting what they want (to be worshipped). A match made in heaven/hell, and I like it that way! I will be here blogging about my experiences in finding, and trying to please a mistress. Im happy to truthfully tell you of my experiences, as long as you keep a non-judgmental attitude towards my work ....deal?